outside these lines.

i'm not simple; i don't pretend to be. i'm outside these lines.
my names mandy. i'm eighteen, and its not what it's supposed to be. nothing is freedom. i'm older than i am. i'm incredibly impatient, i work for most of what i have, and i have a lot to say. my tumblr is usually flooded with my own mind, and sometimes it sits there blank. it all depends on my mood.

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That’s who you really like. The people you can think out loud in front of.

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Who would’ve thought..

“You’ve got no one to blame for your unhappiness. You got yourself into your own mess.” Hah, stop your pity party baby, and stop blaming me for the path your life is taking. You did this. I won’t feel like shit anymore. I don’t care anymore. Hold on for one more day. If you change, things will go your way.

Try it instead of your fucking pity.

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I miss…

My boyfriend. My Parky. My Birdy. How am I supposed to sleep without him tonight?

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I’m not so sorry…

that you’re broke. I know a big part of it is because of me… but I know it isn’t my fault. We’ve all been through hard times. Remember my financial situation last fall? You’ll be fine. I’m here to help and support you.

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Ok, that is just freaking me out. What is she doing?

I don’t know what I want. At least… The last month and a half, i’ve had no clue. I’ve been lost. But it seems, I know now better than I have before. You always asked me if I knew what I wanted. I pushed and pulled you from side to side. But I want you. I know I want happiness with you. And I know it will be a challenge to get it. Everything else in my life is a challenge. If it isn’t, then I don’t believe it to be worth it. I’m willing to take the challenge, are you?

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Am I more than you bargained for yet?

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leilockheart:

Found on - LINK

leilockheart:

Found on - LINK

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jarrodmatthew:

a very thought provoking question.

jarrodmatthew:

a very thought provoking question.

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